My fellings.

I kept all my feelings to myself, didn't really express it to other people clearly. I thinks that my friend will think that some things that i say look so fake but most of the time is true. Well some times i may look so strong but actually its not that strong. I have kept a secret to myself all along until last mouth i told my good friends or actually best friends. i don't really know if they treat me as best friend or good friend or maybe only friend. I really don't know especially one of them because i think i really can't read her mind. She can sometimes treat you very well and sometimes don't even care about you and thinks that you are transparent. I think that she only treat my other friend as the friend that she really believes.